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Sunday, August 26, 2007
not cus mi study. mii not so hardworking as u think.
i have been watching the taiwan drama for the whole day~
only watch finish esp6 only!!!
lolx.
so loving~
suit us to watch.. cus is bout teenagers life?
love?sex? etc...
lolx..
IS NICE!!
SO BETTER WATCH!
MI HIGHLY RECOMMEND!
and today i realise that "previous de mii much more prettier".. as compared to secondary school de me and now de mi!
at least more less stressful....
example less financial tight! less relationship problem...less stress from schoolwork?
"I DON'T LIKE POLY LIFE! IT SUCKS!!"
and i realised that we cant kip a balance between (love+ beauty) and (schoolwork)!
either u sacrificed for (love+beauty) or u sacrificed for schoolwork!
we can't hab both!!
Y suddenly feel lidat? cus mi took dear de harddisk.. den inside got all pics(include my secondary photos)
Then, i suddenly feel that my look is not as "cheerful" as before.. even if i luff.
haiz. SAD~
mayb to other ppl.. dey don care bout their look.. as long as their results good can le.. but i feel differently!
i wil never let myself go into this state!!!
haiz...extremely saddened now.
and my poly life is complete different then my secondary school life.
y? not cus of results!! but the way my friends response to the word "study!"
they are really complete N**D!
actually i shld not even care...
example they can don slp for the whole nites.. den can stay at home everyday.. den can don online.. don go out(unless is compulsory or there is reli a needs)..
I used to be lidat oso.. erm. when im in lower sec. but my bf changes my life!
I changed to a diff person...at least i knew that studying is not my 1st priority in life!
and my studying methods changes too!
I used to memories stuffs instead of reli understand what the topic is about.
reli. is true! 100%....
buit now de mii changed. i choose to understand! i answer question based on understanding.. not "di cum " de...
and i realised one thing is that most of my classmates.. they don have " brainstorming " session in their brain.. they basically wrote what they memories.. and knew form lecture notes!
that y i sae " i don like poly-life!"
SO. I DECIDED TO MAKE-OVER MYSELF DURING THE HOLIDAY! enjoy myself to the fullest!
im a veri "huai-jiu" person. thats y i have such big reaction when i notice different in mi.
i seems to be lack of confident. i feel dishearten when i meet obstacles in my life.regardless of study or etc..
and last of all is that my results is going to be BAD!
at the start of semester.. i am GPA 3.5&above... after 3 papers. MY AIM IS GPA 3.0 wil do. hope wil reach at least 3 bahz.